Belated 4th of July Post

Good Morning, World!!! I want to apologize to you my reader for not blogging as much. I have been struggling a great deal with my depression. My depression symptoms appear to have effected me severely enough that I haven’t been blogging.

Since my depression symptoms got in the way of blogging, I wanted to tell you about my 4th of July.  Despite my depression symptoms acting up, I managed to attended the Mariner versus Angel game here in Seattle. I really enjoyed myself with the exception of having Mariner’s fans throwing things at me. Due to having things thrown at me, I received a ticket to another game. I am also happy to say that the Angels won the game.

As for watching fireworks, I watched them at home on the television as I wasn’t sure how Lil Gertie was going to react to them. Lil Gertie didn’t react all that well to the fireworks. She hid in my dirty clothes hamper which is in my closet. She meowed out fear a good portion while fireworks were going off.

Thank you for reading. Peace Out, World!!!

2 responses to “Belated 4th of July Post

  1. Its been almost 2 weeks since you last posted. I hope you are doing ok. I know you have been suffering from dissociation and your depression had been getting in the way of your blogging.

    I have had some bad episodes with my own depression lately and I have to handle it on my own. I have no medication, no therapy, no friends, and family and a husband who don’t understand. I have to put on a happy face for my husband. It feels like I’m wearing a mask. I’ve been isolating more too. Usually, I like to go out at least once a day. But, I’ve been opting to just stay home more. It got really bad yesterday where all I wanted to do was sleep and I had suicidal thoughts enter my head. Its scary. But, with my struggles with autism, it comes far too often. I just wish people liked and appreciated me. I wish I could find my nitch where I could be comfortable and succeed.

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