Untitled Poem
by Gertie
Looking into his eyes as he caresses my naked body gives a pleasure that one cannot describe.
He inserts his penis and I have an instant orgasm.
A smile cross’s his face and mine as we have a moment that only we could enjoy.
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Poetry; Day Seven: Flavor
Good Afternoon, World!!! I couldn’t write a poem due writers block so I’m sharing the above poem that I shared with you before.
Poetry; Day Six: Screens
Untitled Poem
by Gertie
At first its like a movie. A movie that wont stop.
A movie that cant be put on pause.
A movie that makes you feel like you a re-experiencing what’s in the movie.
A re-experience nobody wants to deal with to begin with.
Poetry; Day Five: Imperfect
Untitled Poem
by Gertie
Looking at the their arms.
Arms that look like railroad tracks.
Arms that aren’t suppose to look like a railroad track but do.
Sadly the scars have others stare.
Fortunately, the scars have help with being an advocate
An advocate for those who have no voice.
A Strange Request at a Piano Bar
As part of a local carnival it is tradition to have a Piano Bar. A tradition nobody can comprehend how it came about to be a tradition as having a Piano Bar can make it quite awkward at times.
It becomes awkward at times because a juvenile or two would be having fun at the carnival yet let themselves into the piano bar despite being underage to have alcohol. The juveniles would go into the bar wearing mask asking for an oxidation of an alcoholic drink that included an apple flavoring. On occassion the underage juveniles would be able to get the drink.
This casued a great deal of controversy as when the juneviles would get drunk they would start twirling around and ended up getting a sprained ankle as they would fall into a sassafras tree. This was controversy due to the fact that nobody wanted to be responsible for a juvenile being drunk and injured.
Poetry; Day Four: Journey
The Journey of Recovery
by Gertie
Recovery is a path.
A path that is journey.
A journey that has valley’s as deep as Death Valley.
Peeks so high that its like you are looking down from the peek of Mount Everest.
The journey isn’t always deep or high its sometimes flat and boring or even like a rollercoaster that goes upside and backwards.
The journey of recovery isn’t meant to be flat and easy but its well worth it.
It’s worth it to have a life worth living, whatever that looks like to you.
Weekly Plans
Good Morning, World!!! As I sit here starting this post, I realize that I forgot to do my weekly check-in yesterday. I’m disapointed that I didn’t do it like I said I would however I’ve also been blogging more on the regular basis that you a well aware of what my week was like. So my plans for the week are as follows:
Sunday:
- Blog which is obvious as this is my third post of the day. I also plan to blog my poem for the intro to poetry course later on today.
- Art. I plan on doing some painting. I plan on painting something for my case manager.
- Read. Pretty self explanitory.
- Clean my apartment
- Workbook
Monday:
- Blog. This is the day where not only will posting my poem for the intro to poetry course but start the weekly fictional writing prompt. I’ll be doing the writing prompt every Monday.
- Attend Knitting Group
- Attend Art Group
- See my case manager
- See temporary therapist, Gilbert
- Read
- Workbook
Tuesday:
- Phone Interview
- Read
- Clean apartment
- Art
- Blog
- Workbook
Wednesday:
- Go to clubhouse
- See temporary therapist, Gilbert
- Art
- Read
- Clean apartment
- Blog
- Workbook
Thursday:
- Go to social security office
- Pay bills
- Clean apartment
- Blog
- Art
- Workbook
- Read
Friday:
- See temperary therapist, Gilbert
- Blog. This particular post will be Fun Facts Friday
- Art
- Clean Apartment
- Read
- Workbook
Saturday:
- Blog; Weekly check-in
- Volunteer
- Read
- Workbook
- Art
Thank you for reading my long boring post about my week to come. As you can tell I’m cleaning my apartment a lot. Its because its a disaster area. I tend to not keep up household chores when my depression gets bad. I plan on spening about 15 minutes a day to clean so I don’t get overwhelmed.
Thank you again for reading my blog. Its apreciated. Peace Out, World!!!
Poetry; Day Three: Friends
Friends
by Gertie
Friends become family. A chosen family
Rare as it is, some even risk their own life for you.
It never ceases to amaze how close chosen family be.
Even thought there are an argument or two,
Nothing can get between our chosen family.
Dependability is something that is always counted on when times get bad.
So here’s to those friends who have become family.
Poetry; Day Two: Faces
Monster’s Eyes Within The Face
by Gertie
Face’s amongst us.
Look at their face and you can not tell.
Look into their eyes.
Look deep into their eyes and you can tell there is a monster within them.
A monster that may have hurt me but helped me.
Helped me by making me stronger despite them trying to make me weak.
A Lot on My Mind
Good Moring (again), World!!! I have a lot on my mind. Some of it has to do with blogging, while some of it has to do with other aspects of my life. The two kind of go hand and hand as my blog has a lot to do with me writing about my struggles and triumphs of my life.
I’ve been thinking on how I can get more people reading and/or following my blog. Some of it means that I have to put more effort into reading the post of the blogs I follow. If that means scheduling a time do so then I am more than willing to do so. The reason for me to start reading the blogs I follow is to like post and commenting on them. I have found that if I comment and/or like post I tend to get more traffic even if I don’t post on my blog that day. Another way is to get more traffic on my blog is tags. I’ve notice quite frequently that if I use tags I normally don’t use I tend to get more traffic. Tags appear to help a great deal. I know that is how I started following many of the blogs I currently follow. I also realized a long time ago is that if I post a picture on my blog post I get more traffic. That’s why I make every effort to read post without pictures. Not everyone has the luxury to post pictures for whatever reason. Another way that I’m trying to increase my traffic is to do free courses WordPress has to offer. Plus having a guest blogger will be helpful as well as me having a schedule on when I blog. I have found that if I blog on a regular basis folks tend to keep their interest more.
My mind is also reeling because of mental health symptoms. Specifically PTSD symptoms. Having flashbacks and body memories are not my idea of fun. Having both of these symptoms at the same time makes it feel like the trauma is happening all over again.
Something that helps me with the symptoms of PTSD is reading. I love to read especially book series as I hate to say good bye to characters. Yes, I know the characters are fictional but you can help but they become part of your life even for a short while. The book I am reading is by Robbin Hobb and is the first of a trilogy; Ship of Magic. I highly recommend it. The picture bellow is a picture of it as well as stuffed elephant a friend made me:
Thank you for reading this post. A post full of woes. Its much appreciated. Have a wonderful day. Happy Friday. Peace Out, World!!!
Gertie's Journey 
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